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![]() | We've gone way too fast for way too long And we were never supposed to make it half this far And I lived so much life, lived so much life I think that God is gonna have to kill me twice Kill me twice like my name was Nikki Sixx I woke up in my shoes again, but somewhere you exist singing, Woke up on the wrong side of reality And there's a madness that's just coursing right through me And as far as the time, far as the time Not sure I'm there yet but I'm certain I've arrived, yeah Oops, I did it again I forgot what I was losing my mind about I only wrote this down to make you press rewind And send a message I was young and a menace I'm just here flying off the deep end I'm just here to become the best yet I'm just here for the psych assessment I'm just here for the, for the fall We've gone way too fast for way too long |
✘ GABE GOODMAN ✘ |
I understand there are abominations, and monstrosities that should be forgotten and erased from history, but even hurricanes have names. |
He's alive. No matter what anyone else says, he's alive. Gabriel Goodman died when he was eighteen months old. He died, but he continued to linger. His family never grieved him, and his mother never could put his soul to rest. He let his family's dysfunction bring him ever more firmly into being, raveled tight into something worth knowing by his mother's grief and illness, his father's denial, his sister's resentment. Even when they tried to cloud him from Diana Goodman's memories, he stayed, biding his time until he could return. Until they grieve him, they would never leave him behind. Until he woke on a remote island one day, possessed of the teenage body he never had. Possessed of a life that was stolen away from him. Possessed of a means to effect change on the world, at last. |
∴ home | ₪ elsewhere | ☺ friend | ♥ family | ∆ mistrust | ✔ trusted | ||
⍉ hatred | ⊙ protect | ¿ uncertain | ★ acquaintance | ☹ apology | 〷 complicated | ||
⋙ dangerous | ϟ annoying | ✘ | ❱ avoid | ♪ haunt | ☼ love |
✘ navigation ✘
✘ canon ✘
✘ cross-canon ✘
♪ dear evan hansen ♪
connor murphy ☼ dear evan hansen
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[artist]
All my time spent chasing distractions
Please don't leave me alone with my thoughts
Desperate for human interactions
Deflect the pain of life
The pain of loss
I get wistful and tearful when I stop in my tracks
I get angry and ashamed when I remember who I am
My lonely behaviour undignified
I get scared of the nothing when I look inside
The world seems too vicious when I think of conditions
Incapable of inhibitions
Myself included with grounded expectations
What use is reason when we lose it with our patience
Oh, my rarer find
I don't like where my thoughts go
Where there's just me on my mind
Oh, my troubled cure
I've also thought of the feeling
Of choking on your own sick before
♪ voltron ♪
keith ☼ voltron: legendary defender
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[artist]
Take me away from this path that I follow
It's left me hopeless and empty and hollow
Will I stay asleep forever?
Nothing's the same as I remember
I still bite my nails like I learned when I was seven
And I still remember that car that you left in
So I close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
Brings brighter lights and spite for my sorrow
Numb and cold and scared to be away
From those I love
I'm heartless anyway
I'm scared of the day I wake up and I'm eighteen
The walls in my room are collapsing, please save me
Dream a dream and hope for that one day
You come to life and feel like you're something
The sky is dull
I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
But Keith has also proven to be willing to do whatever it takes to ensure that Gabe himself doesn't succumb to danger, regardless of whether or not Gabe may be aware of said danger at the time.
While intensely bewildering, Keith's behavior has been intriguing nonetheless.
♪ original ♪
mira ☼ original
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[artist]
Hold me down
I'll steal the moon
I'll tear the night
Keep it from you
Hold me up
And watch me bloom
I'm a dangerous fire
A poison fume
Now I’m done staying
Quit playing
I’m out on this
I’ve spent too long lying
And now I’m trying to hurt you
Time is wasted and
I’m not losing sleep
Don’t just stand and stare
Come on and bare your teeth
You’ve seen me bare, you’ve seen me covered up
Maybe I’m not scared, what you’re thinking of
You’ve seen me here, and held me miles away
Underneath my skin, is all you’ll see today
Why would she say something like that to him?
♪ loveless ♪
♪ undertale ♪